The glory of love

What ever happened to good old honest love songs?

My girls are so into the whole Karate Kid trilogy at the moment which is awesome because for the movies I watch and enjoyed when I was a kid seeing my girls getting the same enjoyment is so cool... and let it be known I am still a big fan too.. but it drags me back to when I was a kid and thinking life does pan out for the good guy, movies ended really well and the music, 1980's fashion rock was so positive and so full of passion that even today when you listen to it, it really makes you smile.
For example 'Glory of love' by Peter Cetera' (Karate Kid 2) what a great song.. If only there were men out there who could live up to those powerful words...

The Glory of love - Peter Cetera

Tonight it's very clear, As we're both lying here

There's so many things I want to say

I will always love you

I would never leave you alone

..

Sometimes I just forget, Say things I might regret

It breaks my heart to see you crying

I don't wanna lose you

I could never make it alone

..

I am a man who will fight for your honor

I'll be the hero you're dreaming of

We'll live forever, Knowing together that we

Did it all for the glory of love

..

You'll keep me standing tall, You'll help me through it all

I'm always strong when you're beside me

I have always needed you, I could never make it alone

..

I am a man who will fight for your honor

I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of

We'll live forever Knowing together that we Did it all for the glory of love

..

Just like a knight in shining armor, From a long time ago

Just in time I will save the day, Take you to my castle far away

..

I am a man who will fight for your honor

I'll be the hero you're dreaming of

We're gonna live forever, Knowing together that we

Did it all for the glory of love We'll live forever

Knowing together that we, Did it all for the glory of love We did it all for love

.....................

I know that you are singing that in your head now.. admit it you are! But doesn't that make you sigh..makes your heart beat that little bit louder and sends those butterflies crazy in your belly. (if you need a fix here is the you tube link http://www.youtube.com/watch?=EmSJDOVGIL8 knock yourself out)

Does this kind of love even exist anymore? Do people actually find the real deal or is it the wolf in sheep clothing effect which our society seems to be promoting?

I want to believe that this man will come and fight for my honor and be my hero that Ive been dreaming of...... well I guess Ill have to keep dreaming..

Well At least I can sit back watch Karate Kid 2 with my 'glory of love' song and be lost in a moment... hahaha..

Contradictions

Why is my life so cliche at the moment.. maybe what I believed in so strongly are the things that are holding me back.

I feel ever year that I am wishing for the year to end hopefully 2008 will be the break away year where things go right.. things work and fall into place.

Ive come accustom to change and I'm wishing whole hearted for the best next year.. fingers crossed.

The way I feel about me.

I feel cold, I feel empty, things are haunting me, killing my sleep.
I feel lied to, but it doesn't surprise me.
I feel distant, even though I cant get away from you,
I feel remorse, I feel the sadness, I feel that I owe you nothing.
I feel like screaming, I feel like crying,
I feel that the struggle will never come to a end,
I feel that you have taken to much for granted,
I feel that karma is on it way back around to get you.
I feel that there is only one way out and for once breathing will not help you now.

Done and Dusted

Time, moves slowly while you're gone

I haven't heard your voice in quite some time

But I still see your faceI cannot erase the things you've done

And all the ways you kept me hangin' on

Now your gone

I've moved on

And I don't feel so sorry

Can't you see I'm bleedingBut I won't bleed anymore

I've held onFor so long

But I had to let you go

At the end of our broken road

I know, it hurts to hear the truth

Well maybe

I was never meant to be with you

And I cannot replace

The tears of disgrace

That run for you

Cause running from the truth is what you do

Now your gone I've moved on

And I don't feel so sorry

Can't you see I'm bleeding

But I won't bleed anymore

I've held onFor so long

But I had to let you go

At the end of our broken road

You were all I've ever known

And I cannot replace all these tears of disgrace

And I won't bleed for you anymore

Now your gone

I've moved on

And I don't feel so sorry

Can't you see I'm bleeding

But I won't bleed anymore

I've held onFor so long

But I had to let you go

At the end of our broken road

And I won't bleed for you anymore

I've moved on And I won't bleed for you anymore

I'm bleeding but I won't bleed anymore

I've held on For so long

At the end of our broken road

12 Stone- Broken Road - Anthem For The Underdog 2007

29 Happy Birthday to me!!

Wow.. how fast birthday's roll around.. 29 today..

One step closer to the edge of 30 scarey...

Fading

Is anyone out there?

Thanks for coming...

I revoke my last post.. If it wasn't so much effort I would delete it. The hurdles have over powered me and now I'm left thinking, now what is the point of documenting anything and everything as there is always someone around the corner to fuck it up.

I feel another showdown coming on, reserve your tickets now, its going to be the event of the year.

Everything is not fine!